Entry # 9 - WHY? WHY am I SELF-STUDYING APs????!

Some say "here it goes".

Here comes the "realization". The "rant". Here it comes.

Well, sometimes I wonder why I self-studied APs.

It won't help me in colleges -- I'll just have to take harder courses (or so I heard), damaging my GPA).

Who cares if you take more APs? I mean, there are so many courses you can "skip".

For all I know, 5 APs is the same as 12 APs (I'm planning a 3, 5, 4). Quantity is not good! And chances are, with greater quantity comes less quality! NOT GOOD.

So I ask myself, WHY am I taking all these APs?

Well I must admit that the initial reason was because I thought that I would do well on them, and so I might as well show that I have the ability to do well in them, and in cases such as psychology and human geography -- interesting, and curious to know what it was, exactly [respectively].

That eventually turned into a 10% I paid for them already, might as well go, a 50%, I literally have nothing to do in addition to the opportunities my extra-curriculars offer me especially as, in the second semester, activities start to decline, as well as a 40% wanting to know more. Just know more.

I guess it's one of those decisions that I don't regret (unless I receive a score report of 3 O=)

Let's hope I didn't make a bad decision :)

Yes, my rants are not significant in length.